Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I cannot wait for summer

I think everyone, including me is ready for this semster to be done and over with. I am sick of being full time in school. I am ready for a full time job which makes me feel like I am actually doing something worth my time. I hate going to college when I have no directions as to what I want to do yet for a profession. Yeah you get your general ed out of the way-- I just wished our college had a career class to take to decide on a career. It's so not motivating not having somehting to work toward. I am getting my AA in general ed- wahoo!!! whats next? I would like time off to think about that question. To really understand why I am spending all my money on school wihtout a dirrection as to waht I am going to do. I truely dont understand the point. PLus I really want to figure out what I really enjoy doing since I dont want to just pick a profession and then hate it in the end. This is truely a complicated stage of my life-- can I fast foward my life? I hate the not knowing the uncertainty of my future. What ever shall I do? Sorry,I am rambling but I must be in that mood. I hope you all are getting the point though. People say get an education-- I say get a life worth living for. Education without a purpose and dirrection seems pointless. i want to know what I am going to do!!!! Life reveal to me what I am going to do-- or I am going to waist my time running in circles without a path. Whats the point of running the race when you cannot see the finish line? But I guess its important to keep your feet moving and start the race or you will never find the outcome-- the finish line. I ready to start feeling accomplished. Until then I am just on the marry-go-round of life.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Spring Break went by way too fast!!

Oh how I wished that I could be done with school and summer was here. I have been working toward my AA degree and transfer requirements for the last 2 almost 3 years. And although I only have a few classes left I feel as though I want to through the towel in now. Let me tell you that I would much rather be working full time then going to school full time. School gets boring when its all you ever do day in and day out. I drive 45 minutes into town and 45 mins back home almost every day, which means if I forget anything I am straight out of luck. It sucks living out of town. And tonight I have the pleasure of writing a 6 page paper on a controversial subject- yahoo!! I am not the best at being persusaive so will see how I do. Do you think that sex before marriage is too much of a heated topic for my paper? I was thinking about doing that topic or "to have kids or to not have kids" which may be a more lighter subject. Unfortunantly, the most common debatable topics, such as abortion, are not a choice we can choose for our papers. I would have liked to debate abortion since I went to a confrence recently in Eugene, Oregon and learned some intresting facts about abortion. I use to think that in some cases it would be okay, and even for myself- If I ever had to make the decision - its my choice-- but now I am very prolife and the confrence really affirmed my faith: Its a child- not a choice. I strongly believe that abortion is wrong. But for people who have had abortions I dont hate them or think ill of them- I hate the doing not the people. I just wished that all people new the true reality of abortion being murder and that people would be convicted otherwise not to have abortions. A very cool website to check out is: stand up girl.